Welcome to the shevette show!
Surprise, surprise! This time it didn't take weeks for Rob to respond. i guess he took so long last time because i had been sick and i was recovering real slow.
|D E M O N S T R A T
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Real - Life
O N E H O U R ? ? ?
Remember the Maine!
|i mean remember the pain...
What can i remember that might be of help to a woman who is considering allowing herself to be tied up for the first time?
W H E W !
There just has to be a way to get more comfy...
|If i laid on my front too long it made my chest feel tight after a bit, and that wasn't good. On my side was ok, but my ankles were punished by the spreader bar. Laying on my back was really a bad idea, even with my hands held to one side so i didn't lie on them. i could struggle to a kneeling position, but the tendancy was to rest my tail on the spreader bar and that really worked on the ankles!|
i'm sorry folks.No happy ending...The newbies are right - it does hurt,or at least feel uncomfortable,to get tied up.i'm sorry, but i can't lie about it.
|After years of spouting off about how great bondage is i had finally come face to
face with the truth - it hurts! i would have given anything to get loose, go into the
bathroom and have a good quiet cry. i was ashamed of myself. All these years and i had
been wrong. i jerked against the chains one more time, they held. It did hurt. Not enough
to injure, but enough to feel bad.
i gave up completely. i just laid there and let the pain cover me up - i didn't care. i noticed tears streaming down my face. i was worried about Rob.
i surrendered completely. How was it that bondage had ever felt good? What went wrong? i didn't know and finally i didn't care. My arms relaxed, letting the chains pull them however my limp legs wanted.
i noticed something... when i relaxed the handcuffs and the chains didn't hurt so bad. i guess it was because i was so limp. i waited, time passed. i felt better for sure, but why? It felt hot in all those places that used to respond favorably to bondage and i knew i was wet.
Sure my wrists, elbows, and ankles all hurt and yes the gag in my mouth tasted like dirty cotton, but parts of me felt pretty stimulated.
i had gone into this session with my eye pealed for pain, for the negative side of bondage - and i had found it, very much! That wasn't/isn't the idea though... The idea is to make your life better.
Bondage is great! And if it means a little discomfort then HOGTIE ME! (i already was hog-tied!)
When Rob came over and took off my gag and asked me if i had been crying i told him, "Yes." And when he asked me why i said, "Because i love you so much and because i'm so very happy!"